Monday, March 30, 2009

STONES RUN IN THE FAMILY


I have to admitt that so far this year has SUCKED!! I have been sick and missed alot of work and the money is running low. Work is picking up and I am trying to add myself on the books wherever I can. Spring Breaks are going on right now so it is bringing in more traffic to the Desert. Alot of people are avoiding Mexico so they are bussing alot of spring breakers into Palm Springs which is bringing in much needed money into our pockets. My parents are on a Hawaiian crusise and I wish I could have gone with them. I feel like I need a break although I haven't worked enough to earn one.
And another crappy add is that my baby Macey is sick. She has bladder stones and needs surgery. There is no way that I can afford the cost of surgery for her so we are trying to break up the stones by changing her diet and medication. She seems fine but she still has blood in her urine and she is a pee pee machine--poor thing. I hope that she gets better I would be heartbroken if I lost her. She is 12 and I know that she can't love forever but it would be a devastating loss that words could not explain. I got her when alot of my friends were having babies and she was mine. She is my best buddy and she is always at my side--except when I talk on the phone. She will get up from a deep sleep and go under the bed--weird? Maybe I talk too loud?? I love you Macey, Get Better!!!

Sunday, March 8, 2009

SICK OF BEING SICK

Dammitt!! I'm sick again. I'm sick of being sick. I hate missing work and I ended up not working at all this weekend because of a bug. I feel like crap and there is no one here to take care of me--which makes it worse. And no the Merry Maids don't come either. I think of all the money I missed out on making and it makes it worse. I do my best to take care of myself--I take vitamins, what the heck I can't catch a break. Too many hospital visits this year and too many sick days off so early in the year. I am a workaholic and I hate not making money. Especially since it has been super slow this season. Hopefully I will start feeling better tomorrow and things will look up.